Recent History

God, its bin awhile.

So... Life happened. Again.

I don't even know what to post here.

Its too much.

Life is hard. I thought a few years ago that maybe life would begin to be easy and I would enjoy it because y'know... I'm spiritual and I am loving and I meditate. I listen to dharma, I create good karma and I watch the sun-set. I feel like someone who has become incredibly rich and then realises its not the secret to happiness. I thought I knew the secret, but here I am a few years later depressed and living a life challenging in all aspects except one. Kudos to me for finally finding a good partner. She's a keeper. And because I doubt that anyone reads this damned thing they should know I plan on marrying her.

After all this hard life, I have also discovered a wonderful support forum for those of us developing psychic abilities. I would never have guessed that my ability to see spirits would come back to haunt me (hahahaha...) but it did. Along with the realisation I have chronic anxiety. I wonder why, eh?

So I decided to go with the path of least resistance. This has become my way of life. The middle way, the simplest and easiest path to follow. I have taken up yoga so that I follow it to a greater extent. I think this is the reason why I can have my life suddenly drop like a plane in a storm and yet I can just keep moving through it. I want to live an easy happy life. Simple and nice. Like vanilla ice-cream.

What do you do when your kicked out of your home with nowhere to go?
What do you do when you have no good friends to go to?
What do you do when you run out of food?
What do you do when your family doesn't trust you?
What do you do when your body hurts?
What do you do when you can't afford shoes for your feet?
What do you do when life turns it's back on you?