Interested

I have spent the day trying to draw. And I fear the thing I fear most is true.
But I do not know for sure.
Which is silly.
I'm sure everyone has something they fear most. I fear that people take my blogs word for word and will quote me someday on them.
I fear that I am right, though, a lot of the time. I think something scary could have happened, and what is scarier is if I'm right about it.
I am told that you are supposed to be scared of being wrong, not right. But being right is a whole new ball-park.
Why was I right? What brought me to think that? Now I am right there's no possibilities left, it has been ended, there's nothing left to explore.
When you are wrong, its a whole lot easier.
Why was I wrong? What other ways of thinking could I use to find the right answer? Now I know I am wrong there are all but one possibilities to find an answer, which I can explore, it has just begun.

This is why I prefer to be wrong, than right. Especially so, because when you are right and you know it, you are expected to bring evidence to the party. When you are wrong nobody wants evidence of how wrong you are (mostly, I'm sure some people might).

I am just spawning random thoughts right now.

This writing of my blog is purely a distraction. Distracting me from other distractions in my totally distracted life.

Peace out.